April Fools [01 Apr 2005|02:12pm] [ mood | devious ] So this was my plan for April Fools. It might be mean, it might be corny, but it sure is devious. I was going to go and talk to Lucus and ask him if he could call my dad and tell him that i had gotten into a horrible fight with some random kid. The fight was so bad that i became mentally unstable and pulled out a knife and _________. (you fill it in) Once the police got there, i was still completely in an insane rage and attacked the cop.....sooooo I then got put in jail with a pending trial and a possible 15 to 20 years man slaughter with the intent to kill. There was no bail posted and i was going to have to be put into an insanse asylum for such insanity. hahahah April Fools dad. Question?? would he not have flipped his shit or what. I never did go to Luke but i wanted to.... Old buddy would have taken one way and one way only, ANGER!!! he would have been soooo pissed off at me even if it was a joke, but anyways I hope this gloomy day wasn't as gloomy to everyone else as it was for me. take it easy buck 6 comments|post comment

Strange yet comfortable! [30 Mar 2005|11:47pm] [ mood | ahhhhh yea! ] [ music | Float On - Modest Mouse ] To go along with the talk, tonight was great. Fresh faces, new places, emotional spaces, what else can you ask for? Although the group was a little funky, coffee underground pulled through. Even Stefan gave compliment afterwards. Ahhhhhhh.....Strawberry Mango smoothies and black tigers!!! Tonight everyone found out a little more than they probably wanted to hear, but at least it was "crazy" We definately have to do that again! To catch up a little, the cruise was damn good, the food was damn good, and there was damn alcohol than you can imagine, i can still feel that shit. I hate the fact that i have already gotten back into the groove of things, Calculus fuckin sucks, Sandra Banks is a crazy old women, like in class today she kept on saying my name while she was explaining our new project, kinda freaky!! Blue Crabs are rank as hell, and Mrs Thomas is being cool and letting senioritis take effect. Basic routine has already begun. Wake up (late), rush to school (late), get out of school (early), then go to work and MANAGE. Promotions are definately a confidence booster, but i do have to say being in charge of 35 year old waitors when your only 18 is kinda strange, but a good feeling none the less. Back to routine, after work goin to jack in the box for dinner at 2 a.m. (late), getting home and sleeping (late), and do that shit almost every day. Bottom line, you cant appreciate the comfortable unless you have experienced the strange!! damn im in *HEAVEN* take it easy buck 8 comments|post comment

Blackout [18 Mar 2005|10:30am] [ mood | whatever ] [ music | Modest Moust-Bukowski ] So this is how it went down at coffee underground, I figured that it would just be a normal night at the old CU but was horribly mistaken when the entire restaurant blacked out. We were overloaded with people, right at the prime of St. Patties. What the hell was this small staff going to do against a raging mob of coffe drinkers. We played it cool, called Duke Power, and had to manually write out each person's tickets and hand calculate tax. It was hell. This might sound kinda bad, but once we cleared out the entire place and started cleaning, I had to "tip one up for ole' St. Patties. That was about all that happend at the underground, besides the fact that because of the blackout, like 7 tables didn't tip which was a bummer, but hey I always make the best of all situations, or at least try to. Once i got home I talked to the most wonderful girl online, IT MADE MY NIGHT!!! well that about does it, i'll put in a better entry this weekend take it easy Buck 4 comments|post comment

[14 Mar 2005|10:10pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Muse-Sunburn ] “In the classic story, a traveling salesman gets a flat tire on a dark, lonely road and the finds that he has no jack. He’s delighted when he sees a light on in a farmhouse along the rad, and he starts walking toward it. As he walks, his mind churns; ‘Suppose no one comes to the door.’ ‘Suppose they don’t have a jack.’ ‘Suppose the guy is unfriendly and won’t lend me his jack even if he has one’ ‘I should have my own jack.’ The harder his mind works, the more agitated he becomes, and when the door opens, he punches the farmer in the face, yelling, ‘you can keep your lousy jack!” (Martorano 207) This story seems to stand out in people’s minds because it represents an extremely common type of insecure thinking, whether we can help it or not, we often indulge in it: defensiveness. “Defense mechanisms are unconscious reactions to events which elicit anxiety. Phenomenological, an event becomes inaccessible and unmodifiable as soon as it transpires; all that is left is the memory of the event and its repercussions.” (Juni 1) There are eight main types of defense mechanisms in which the human ego, or human conscience, produce: repression, denial, rationalization, intellectualization, projection, reaction formation, displacement, and sublimation. but keep in mind there are many more that have yet to be discovered. The study of how the consciously active human ego reacts defensively to actions placed by reality have been thoroughly examined since the existence of humans. Human defense is initially started in the ego, or one’s conscience and in turn directly effects human behavior. The most basic of these defense mechanisms is repression. Repression is mainly seen unconsciously through dreams, disguised as certain things that are wanted, or unwanted in the form of thought or memory. Automatically, human ego represses the certain wants or unwanted thoughts to the point that you may consciously have a bad day, not necessarily knowing why. The commonly posed question, “did you wake up on the wrong side of the bed today”? can easily be explained scientifically as a repressed defense. Repression simply keeps unwanted thoughts and unobtainable things in the subconscious realm. However a human’s sub- conscience sometimes releases these negative links of thought unannounced into your pert and conscience world of thought. These minor spurts of negative thought are completely undetected by the human ego, and easily cause pressure for gratification. As a behavioral affect, one might act angry or short tempered, or essentially have a low self appreciation or mild depression because the sub-conscience obtainable is consciously unobtainable. RESEARCH PAPERS FUCKING SUCK!!!!!!!! 4 comments|post comment

[14 Mar 2005|02:50pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Jeff Buckley-Grace ] so this weekend wasn't too bad. I never really get to do much because im always working. I did however see some bitch ass reprecussions from the whole molly and william incident the weekend before last. Somehow i got put in the middle of things instigating between molly and william. that same weekend molly decides to break up with william, and the last thing she said was that she had been talking to me on and off for a while. William went ape shit on me. He flipped his shit and went into complete denial about being mad at me, so i figured out shortly that he, went and vented to johnson small, and didn't have enough balls to tell me that he was pissed of at me to my face. Soooooo johnson ends up calling me indirectly asking me all these bogus questions. You could tell that him and william had been talking and william told johnson to talk to me but play it cool. He didn't play it too cool. i get pissed off at william because he was being a complete hypocrite. He bitched me out saying that it was fucking wrong for me to talk to molly about the "relationship" because it was their business, but then turns around and talks to johnson about mine and his business. the only thing is is that william told both molly and johnson that i was talkin shit about them behind their backs, so i then get another phone call from johnson bitching me out for somthing i never did in the first place (talk shit and give molly incintive to break up with william) so now i have molly not talking to me for a week which is cool, william just straight sayin shit that isn't true that pisses me the fuck off, and now johnson who is pissed as hell which i can live with. So.......the bottom line of the story is that high school drama is funny as hell. I guess i was some what provacative to the whole situation of everyone getting pissed as hell because all i did was laugh, i think its funny how fucked up a guy can get over a girl. I mean don't get me wrong high school relationships are supposed to be cool, but its not like molly was having an affair with me against her husband you know what i mean? I have bigger problems to deal with than petty high school shit. Take it easy, Buck 2 comments|post comment

Hysteria [11 Mar 2005|12:51am] [ mood | tired ] MANNNNNN what a week. Dad had surgery on a Hernia this past monday and it ripped on tuesday night. So guess who got to rush him to the emergency room at 3 in the morning haha yea me! but besides that this week has been quite and eventful one. The Tsunami Relief thing that Gville Wade Hampton and Mann put together was, how do you say, very interesting. The only event i really got to make it to was of course dodgeball, is there really anymore to say. haha well hello Suzi it is very nice to indirectly meet you as well, and i resent the fact that you think that i hang out with "cooler than average kids" Stefan doesn't count hahaha and don't worry Skelly I can take Stefans relentlessness. Well anyways this week has been complete hysteria with the surgery working at Coffee Underground non stop haha and not givin a damn about school.....but who does. Dinner tonight was great....I had chicken fingers. I made Vienna Sausages for Nick and Luke, my two youngest brothers. Today (3-10-05) is Nicks 6th birthday I got him a cowboy outfit with two little cap gun pistols and a remote control train from Radio Shack. He was speechless, but waht can i say, an older brother has to make a few sacrifices. Well thats about all i have to say for this morning I need to get some sleep from work. Stay tuned for the next episode of Buckley's life Take it easy, Buckley 5 comments|post comment

Test [08 Mar 2005|10:37am] This is basically just a test just to see if my new live journal works right and everything. What an interesting way to express yourself its great. The bell is about to ring so have a good one. Take it easy 3 comments|post comment

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